Serial of Unfortunate Events

Serial of Unfortunate Events

Terjadi lagi...terjadi lagi. Itu lagi itu lagi...
bener-bener deh
cape deshou~~ kejadiannya itu-itu m'lulu, i feel like world is aint fun anymore (well at least for now).Its like...judul beda, tema sama. Why all the unfortunate events pasti terjadi diblog ini??

Sometimes to talk about the thruth is kindda pain in the ass ya~~ i admit it. Actually all i wanna do is tell the truth, kasih masukan mungkin ???. But i really really hope that my writing in this blog bukan menjadi sandungan dan kekecewaan. Really man~~ i feel bad if ternyata i disspointed someone.

Akhir-akhirini terjadi lagi, i'm feeling not creative, not focus of everything...time to drink Ritalin again maybe?? tapi sumpah tuh obat mahal bener~~ 250/strip. i need it for my brain, so that i keep real. Kalo orang-orang drink pill to fly...i drank pill to keep it real. LGCK told me that the long efect is makes brain slow, so try to keep real by my hands.

So bagi you!! (menunjuk orang laen lagi, di topik yang laen) kalo emang beban hidup loe ga susah-susah amat, ga usah lebay dan rese deh....banyak orang diluar sana yang hidupnya lebih menderita, salah satu contohnya ya gue, tapi gue tetep syukuri karna gue sadar ternyata masih banyak yang lebih menderita daripada gue!. Heran~~ -___-
Gosh i admit my office works is sucks dan kacaw, because now my brain is recharging of musical tunes. i can make 4 songs in a month sama gitar kopong...that's beyond everything of my musical movement jaman dulu. Ndak tau kenapa, tiba-tiba aja begitu.

Conclusion is...
i am sarcastic person, sometimes i speak awfull awfully truth. I m not happy with it, it just came from the blood man~~
The one who really hang on my sarcastic dan malah ngetawain sarcastic gue ya cuma si LGCK, that's why she's my BFF. You have to stand by me dudette~~
once again i feel sorry if i hurt somebody's feeling


So speak-speak dan curhat dengan one of my idol, bertukar pikiran dan bertukar gosip (halah~~)
i kindda realize that i have so many talent that i throw away, and now i hate it. i hate myself doing that...
gue berasa kayak kutu loncat. Loncat dari area kehidupan satu ke laennya tanpa ada disclosure,komitment. Coba klo dipikir-pikir...

1.Atlet renang --- ga jadi juga karena masalah kesehatan,padahal dari umur 1 1/2 tahun gue dah bisa renang. Sekarang malah ga bisa renang
2.Atlet tennis --- ga jadi juga, pa lagi sekarang...lari 10meter aja muka udah biru hwuahwuahuwauha
3.Musisi gitar klasik --- karena desakan ekonomi dan kondisi jadi berhenti. Sekarang, otak gue dah karatan bener baca tuh not balok.
4.Musisi Band --- halah ga perlu ditulis!! ngeband ga pernah ada yang serius, karena ga prnah nemu 1 band yang anggota2nya sreg banget ma gue
5.EO --- seneng tapi menyadari bahwa sekarang gue perlu income fix dalam setiap bulan
6.Sebagai Myo Niimura --- ha ha ha jaman udah berubah cuy

see....ga ada yang boneng kan~~
and i choose to be salary man...and i hate it to death now. KULDESAK bener~~~
dan yang tersisa adalah kegemaran bermain musik jadi main perkusi yaitu Taiko. And i swear to myself to not giving up playing taiko.

Dan since gue punya kencenderungan jelek seperti diatas, that's why, until now 3 years maintain maen taiko...its hard on the knees, but its the only thing i can do now. punya 7 tanda kapalan di tangan kanan adalah kebanggaan aneh tersendiri hahahaha.

Also, gue liat di KASKUS ada yang bisa buat custom gitar Tele, hm~~ jadi ngiler euy.

*remedy on C.U.T.S - Isabella songs*