As SNSD fans / SONE / Taeyeon, I LOOOOVVVEEEEeee this.
Tuesday, November 27, 2018
Taeyeon in Bandung Wall
Taeyeon wall art in Bandung Wall.
As SNSD fans / SONE / Taeyeon, I LOOOOVVVEEEEeee this.
As SNSD fans / SONE / Taeyeon, I LOOOOVVVEEEEeee this.
Bandung / Lembang Trip #Throwback
Another #throwback holiday moment,
this time to Bandung.
Y'know its been years that i didnt go to Bandung / Lembang, so it felt like a new tourist ha ha ha
this time to Bandung.
Y'know its been years that i didnt go to Bandung / Lembang, so it felt like a new tourist ha ha ha
In memory ...
I lost my dad in December 2016.
I knew he's been not well for years due to the autoimmune disease.
I still having difficulty to express my feelings in written form.
But i can say that, he's freed. He's freed from his sickness, the process was also not difficult.
And in life, i (always) learn that we have Hello and we have Goodbye.
Facing goodbye(s) are always hard.
And we always take granted on Hello(s)
But life always goes on, no matter what...we always have mornings and nights, rite ?
I miss him
Sometimes i feel like, the only person that love me, that understand me, that support me, its only him.
but again...
i learn that, we should never depend on someone. Not even your parents, your kids, your spouse, Just you...you ...you
Its simple phrase, though eveyday i still learn about it.
I'm thankful and greatful for all the days that seize with him. Of course i feel its not enough, and i think i would never enough though.
I wish nothing for his happiness in heaven (or after life)
I knew he's been not well for years due to the autoimmune disease.
I still having difficulty to express my feelings in written form.
But i can say that, he's freed. He's freed from his sickness, the process was also not difficult.
And in life, i (always) learn that we have Hello and we have Goodbye.
Facing goodbye(s) are always hard.
And we always take granted on Hello(s)
But life always goes on, no matter what...we always have mornings and nights, rite ?
I miss him
Sometimes i feel like, the only person that love me, that understand me, that support me, its only him.
but again...
i learn that, we should never depend on someone. Not even your parents, your kids, your spouse, Just you...you ...you
Its simple phrase, though eveyday i still learn about it.
I'm thankful and greatful for all the days that seize with him. Of course i feel its not enough, and i think i would never enough though.
I wish nothing for his happiness in heaven (or after life)
Tokyo Girls Collection 2017 #Throwback
A #throwback moment ..
2017.
Tokyo Girls Collection in Jakarta.
You know, as japanese culture lovers. Of course i am familiar with Tokyo Girls Collection. A big event of yearly fashion show, that in Japan, it looks like a concert.
Suddenly i read that they would do it in Jakarta.
Ok i have to admit, i do curb my expectation as fashion show itself its always not a huge event in Indonesia. Yes we have Indonesian fashion world e t c, still its not as grande as Japan.
However, i still enjoy it.
2017.
Tokyo Girls Collection in Jakarta.
You know, as japanese culture lovers. Of course i am familiar with Tokyo Girls Collection. A big event of yearly fashion show, that in Japan, it looks like a concert.
Suddenly i read that they would do it in Jakarta.
Ok i have to admit, i do curb my expectation as fashion show itself its always not a huge event in Indonesia. Yes we have Indonesian fashion world e t c, still its not as grande as Japan.
However, i still enjoy it.
Tuesday, November 20, 2018
When 2018 almost over
Here we go again,
i neglected the blog after two years ...
My therapist told me, that i need to start writing again.
Ok, lets see how and how long i'm tracking my memories from 2016-2018.
Yes i do have depression and major anxiety, and i have the real battle on these 2017-2018.
Of course, in this journey, its not easy especially i am from Indonesia where mental health is taboo.
Its really an eye opening, howd new and old people come and go when you start aware of yourself, and ....what can i say .... starting to get know and love yourself.
It is hard to love myself. Especially i do really think i am selfish, everytime i do something for myself. I dont know...maybe its my mind, maybe its howd i'de been raise, maybe its my surround society works.
Anyway, ok lets try to continue this travel blog
i neglected the blog after two years ...
My therapist told me, that i need to start writing again.
Ok, lets see how and how long i'm tracking my memories from 2016-2018.
Yes i do have depression and major anxiety, and i have the real battle on these 2017-2018.
Of course, in this journey, its not easy especially i am from Indonesia where mental health is taboo.
Its really an eye opening, howd new and old people come and go when you start aware of yourself, and ....what can i say .... starting to get know and love yourself.
It is hard to love myself. Especially i do really think i am selfish, everytime i do something for myself. I dont know...maybe its my mind, maybe its howd i'de been raise, maybe its my surround society works.
Anyway, ok lets try to continue this travel blog
Saturday, October 01, 2016
Château de Versailles - 2016
look at the comparison between me and the gate...
Kalo ke Versailles, mending all in ya...dari Versailles, Jardin (gardennya) , Grand Trianon, Petit Trianon, etc...
Versailles nya sih bagus. Tapi itu garden berserta bangunan bangunan lainnya yang menurut gue lebh divine!!!
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